A lesson to learn..?

Today wasnt such a good day for me. I felt really discouraged when i did the exam. Ive tried my hardest lord, or so i thought. I couldnt do all the questions and i spent so much time in this subject, countless hours at night working on the assignments, learning the theory, sitting there blankly at the screen debugging. I just felt as if ive been robbed of my time lord. Throughout this whole semester ive been attending every lecture, giving my best at every tutorial and lab yet it still wasnt enough. Im sorry if i blamed you for not working through this. Cause i know you have lord, and i know theres more than meets the eye with me not doing so well.. Maybe you want me to learn to study even harder and break my limit? maybe its learning not to sow time into things that waste my time. Although it hurts so much, thank you lord that i can believe and hold onto you knowing that Im not a failure, even i if i might have failed. I just pray you show me what i need to do. give me a new mindset, a new attitude towards my studies that i want to glorify you with. I failed in my purity today lord, sorry about that. i dont want your blood to be a cover up for my sins but thank you for taking my failures, my sins and insecurities. I know that you alone are god, and you alone are good. Help me to stand strong and cling to you in midst of my circumstance. It just seems like ive lost sight in what im meant to be doing, or where im meant to be going. Im not even sure if uni is where yourve called me to be at this exact moment. Thank you lord, i love you. Keep my life close to you, i know you wont ever let me be hurt beyond what i can handle. I trust in you that something great will come out of this in the end. I can only follow you all or nothing. let it be so. Im giving it all to you lord, i pray you take care of it, take over the wheel, take it all.. ;)