One day.. when the people i lead or influence ask, "How did you come to be the man of god that you are today?", i want to be able to say, "It took one tough decision, one selfless choice, to give up my own desires and surrender it all to god just so he could use me the way you see in me today." I want people to marvel at what kinds of things you can do in a degenerate like me, to the point that I can be a son in your eyes. I pray you are glorified by all of it.

Lord im ready. Take me to the next chapter in your story for my life. Let me not get lethargic or lazy, but diligently run the race you set out for me, whereever it may lead. I trust in you fully with my life, take all of me, lord. Through thick and thin, let me never lose sight of you, let me never again put anything above your will for my life. Lord, i choose to put you first above all things. All i desire is that you use me in the fullest potential of the man you've called me to be and that this life will glorify your name. Let the people i influence in my life see the light of your goodness working in me and draw sinners, the broken hearted, the discriminated, the orphans, the widows to yourself. I wait upon you lord. Let me hear the holy spirit more clearly and not hesitate to answer his calls but live out this single life with an all or nothing attitude. Lord, i refuse to stay quiet any longer, i refuse to turn a blind eye to what's happening around me, while there are people crying out for you. Let me see every person i meet as though they were worth millions to me, as they are to you. Use me lord. I dont know where you're calling me, or where my calling lies. All i know lord is that theres this fire of passion for your people that was once quenched but is now rekindled. Lord, i wont let it go out again. No matter who or what stands in my way. You love your people too much for me to throw this away again. May my life just bring glory to your name lord. I pray you hold me to this. I love you, lord. I desire you and your thoughts more than anything. I pray you draw nearer than ever before. Lord let this prayer resonate in my heart than ever before. In your holy name i pray, my lord god of the most high. Amen.